I love my God, I love my friends. Friend= family to me, no separations. I believe life is a striving. I think we must struggle for the humanity around In joint with God himself. I think humanity, Christians to be flat, fight for everyone on earth, to defend them and their chance to choose to live life to the fullest, with God's infusement of abundance. We fight for those who are too young to choose, those who have not chosen, those who have and are too old to fight, and those who have, because it is desperate and the chance is always there. We must never stop fighting and defending freedom of the soul in the smile of heaven. I think we fight and we keep fighting because this world is not how it is to be.

I think depsite pain and suffering, just the opportunity to awake and breathe in deeply the air around you is worth the sorrow of being born into agony.

I'm a well rounded guy who knows he needs to see the fuller picture and refuse to rest on his understanding and assumptions. I struggle with it. I never stop thinking and while actions sometimes infuriate me, or some people get under my skin, I would say cuz I don't know them, I love everyone.

I would feel that if I didn't completely change the world drastically and for the better, my life would be unfulfilled.

Why am I a christian? Because as a kid I was alone, I had no friends that wouldn't sell me up the river. My parents pretty much disowned me and shamed me with every screw up I made and weren't there for me. Destitute in friendship, I called out to God. Not the Christian God by name, but to God supreme, that I was alone, that he, she it, might save me and end my loneliness. Jesus Christ showed up. Seven years we spent together just he and I, and two years ago he guided me towards friends that are my family now, brothers and sister who care, and whom I am in love with forever more as I love him. people who love me, because their hearts know him, as mine did, and his sacrifice that ended my loneliness, that he might come and rescue, just as he did.

To end it, I'm in bible college right now studying to be in youth ministry, I don't think it will be majorly with a church right now, as I see it as needing some leaps foreward and to get its act together, and to see action that isn't where I need to be.

I've been single for three years now almost [sept 12] and its a bitch but a beneficial one. I'm not really sure where it will lead. Relationship of this degree has been a frefront in my life and for the most part has lead to much discussions with God and othe people. But life is good, singleness doesn't kill and freedom of the moment is fun and excellent.

Did I mention I like to write and have alot to say?

God bless anyone who stuck around for this. And heck even those that didn't.